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/Monday, October 19, 2009

HandWritten on; 10:38 AM

我知道自己的模样
在这个世界上
拥有可贵力量
我保护自己的地方
不让别人弄脏
才能勇敢疯狂

小时候我们的天真
在心里长大
成年故事再多挑战
也不害怕
狂热自己的模样......

拥有夏天的力量。

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/Friday, July 31, 2009

HandWritten on; 4:06 PM

想要简单，必须先学会复杂。

chemistry taught me rates of reactions.
what about rates of change in people?
rates of change of people=exponential curve
even me.
sometimes i dont recognise myself anymore and i dont remember how i was before
dug throught some stuff in my room the other day
oh man. i cant believe it was me who wrote some stuff and did some stuff.
like wth

anw.just a sudden thought lah.
i knew i had to change somehow to adjust to the world
but.... i dont know.

grrrrrr. i hate my monthly mood swings zzzzzzzz.

/Monday, July 27, 2009

HandWritten on; 10:26 AM

I CANT BELIEVE A LEVELS ARE IN 3 MONTHS.
3RD NOVEMBER.

OH.EM.GEE.

/Wednesday, May 27, 2009

HandWritten on; 6:41 PM

(copied from a forum)

rushed down to jalan besar stadium to see soccer boys cheering.

lol entered thru the mj side and quickly rushed over to the opp side ==

we were late by a few minutes to see the last goal!!!

grrr. i bet it was super exciting.

anyhows i think i will miss cheering and everything.

dont think it will be the same if i come back nxt yr?

so treasure treasure everything in life yeah!!!!! some things can nvr return back to you.

OH~~~~ OH OH OH

VJ BOLEH!(vj boleh!)

VJ BOLEH! (vj boleh!)

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/Friday, May 15, 2009

HandWritten on; 6:44 PM

sometimes i will meet someone i haven met for a long time
and we'll talk
then it feels like that person hasnt left at all?

sometimes i will sit down with someone whos around me everyday
and we'll talk
then it feels like the distance between us is unbridgeable.

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/Sunday, May 10, 2009

HandWritten on; 9:40 AM

街挤满了欢笑
太不适合眼泪凑热闹
快跑快寻找无人的转角
不优雅时候一个人最好

爱说退就退潮
我松开手回忆却没放掉
未来不来了地球继续绕
躲回温暖的梦我一个人就好

为什么越相信谁能依靠
越换来又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远再不会让心绝望的解药

如果说越踏出世界一脚
越不能保留住天真微笑
那从今以后我一个人过就很好

/Friday, April 3, 2009

HandWritten on; 4:01 PM

this looks like some carribean seaside right!!
but actually
its our very own pretty east coast park (:

its already april ohmygosh.
and ccas are like having exco selections and stuff.
okay. i'll be lying if i said i dont regret being so slack in ccas.
its really a lesson learnt!
having the right cca in school really makes a whole lot of difference to yr sch life :(

alot of ppl have asked me since last yr why i chose clit as my contrasting subject
i din know how to answer eh seriously.
as in i din really think very very very deep about my passion and interest and ability in chinese and tads why i have questioned myself alot of times about whether this is the right choice
so.
altho i may be kinda struggling with it (-______________-)
but i can say i at least tried right
there wont be alot of chances in life to try out things ur interested in.
and its really not as out-of-this-world or crazy as most think lah
if u took hcl and got okay grades u shld be able to understand,
but the main point is still how much ur willing to commit to it since being singaporean itself is a disadvantage alr...

whoo. my longest post in quite a while! :)